Re-birth party

Have you ever lived a day without eating anything even a water?
Now I understand how people alive for six or seven days and to be saved from disaster.
Yesterday I endured a day with two pieces of small candy. Why? I don't know. I just don't want to do anything including eat. I lied down all day without thinking anything. I really didn't know where I can start? Only what I know is I'm doing ruin my life and I have to get through this all by myself. This was my choice and there is no one to blame but myself. I don't know how I do release my stress. Now I guess I get the answer. From tomorrow I will live a new life. In here "New" means different life from before.

These were dinner menu for my re-birth day party for myself.

Beer Hite mini 250ml \ 920
Yogurt 220g \1,500
Murffin 3 \5,000
Sandwich \3,300
Sushi \5,000
Tiramisu cake \4,500
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Total \20,220

Lost shoes dream

Have you ever lost your shoes in your dreams? I have, just yesterday. It was very weird dream, I was in the place like dessert, there was sand all around. I sat on the something kind of rocks? and my parents were driving away from me, I guess my father was taking the wheel. I was really mad about that they left me alone, I took off my shoes, tossed out and I couldn't find it anymore. My mother came back to me and searched my shoes together, they found some black shoes and gave me, but they were not mine. Until I wake up from this uncomfortable dream still I couldn't get my shoes.

What was that mean on earth? Korean dream interpretation and other countries interpretation is little bit different. According to Korean one lost shoes dream means close people such as parents, relatives or close friend will pass away.

But English website said, If you dream that you lose your shoes, then it suggests that you are searching for your identity and finding yourself. Freud proposed that items of clothing that can be entered by parts of the body are sexual symbols. Fairy stories often use the same language of smbols as found in dreams: When Cinderella put her foot into the shoe, it is a symbol of her desire for sexual relations with the prince.

Even though I don't believe dream interpretations but I think English version is more reliable than Korean one, I agreed with this part 'searching for my identity and finding my self'.

And here is another interpretation by word.

lost
To dream that you are lost, suggests that you have lost your direction in life or that you have lost sight of your goals. You may be feeling worried and insecure about the path you are taking in life. Alternatively, you may be trying to adjust and get accustomed to a new situation in which the rules and conditions are ever changing. To dream that someone else is lost, represents unresolved issues or feelings regarding the person that is lost. Consider also what aspect of that person you may have lost within your own self. Perhaps you need to recapture and re-acknowledge those aspects.

shoes
In general, shoes represent your approach to life. It suggests that you are well-grounded or that you are down to earth. It also represents your convictions about your beliefs. If you are changing your shoes, then it refers to your changing roles. You are taking a new approach to life. If your forget your shoes, then it suggests that you are leaving restraints behind you. You are refusing to conform to some idea or attitude. To see old and worn shoes in your dream, signifies that through diligence and hard work, you will find success. It may also mean that you have come to grips with accepting who you are. To see new shoes in your dream, suggests that you are overconfident in your success. Alternatively you may be on a life path that is unfamiliar to you. To dream that you are wearing inappropriate shoes for the activity at hand, denotes that your progress and path in life will be laborious and ill-prepared. It may also indicate that you are heading in the wrong direction and need to reevaluate your goals. To dream that you are not wearing any shoes, signifies that you have a lack of confidence in yourself and low self-assurance. You may be dealing with issues concerning your self-identity. Thus if you dream that you lose your shoes, then it suggests that you may be searching for your identity and finding/exploring who you are. To see baby shoes in your dream, symbolizes purity, innocence, vulnerability, tenderness and the desire for love. If you are planning to have or already have a baby, then it suggests that the baby will or has grounded you. After all, with a baby to tend to, you find yourself rooted at home most of the time and not being able to go out as much.

searched
To dream that you are searching for something, signifies the need to find something that is missing or needed in your life. You may be searching for a solution to a problem.

The conclusion is 'Let's sleep tight~!'

The Big Bang Theory

'The big bang theory' is really funny sitcom that I've ever seen. Even though I cannot understand at all about scientific theories and physical knowledges, but I can laugh and enjoy it. I should thank to subtitle. I totally agree 'smart or intelligence can be a sexy', that means if I want to be sexy I have to be smat art, if want to be smart I have to study hard, the conclusion is that if I want to be sexy than I have to study hard?? If Sheldon was my friend, he should have asked me "did you test your hypothesis?" Anyway I hope watching this humourous and sarcastic sitcom is much helpful to improve my English.

Julie & Julia

The movie 'Julie & Julia' ranked in top 10 list of my favorite movie. I found out Julie and I have several things in common. 1. dead-end secretarial job. 2. interest in cooking 3. daily writer. And of course we have different things, she's got married and lives with handsome good husband. I hope that it turn to be 4th common thing between us.

I just wondered she is still doing blog, so searched her blog in the web and found out too many big fans leave comments from all over the world. Even though I skipped writting comments but she got another new fan in Korea. However she will never know...