Re-birth party

Have you ever lived a day without eating anything even a water?
Now I understand how people alive for six or seven days and to be saved from disaster.
Yesterday I endured a day with two pieces of small candy. Why? I don't know. I just don't want to do anything including eat. I lied down all day without thinking anything. I really didn't know where I can start? Only what I know is I'm doing ruin my life and I have to get through this all by myself. This was my choice and there is no one to blame but myself. I don't know how I do release my stress. Now I guess I get the answer. From tomorrow I will live a new life. In here "New" means different life from before.

These were dinner menu for my re-birth day party for myself.

Beer Hite mini 250ml \ 920
Yogurt 220g \1,500
Murffin 3 \5,000
Sandwich \3,300
Sushi \5,000
Tiramisu cake \4,500
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Total \20,220